Another Chikara hit report (long post!)

[A Sack of Puddles]

I've been using pheros for about a year, not constantly, but somewhat off an on i.e. only when really

needed.

Just a little about me, for those who care:
18, asian/white, 5'7", 120 lbs,

emo/darkwave/alternative style.

Anyways, to the point.
About a year ago, I was really good friends with a

girl, but never anything more. There was just something that wasn't there. Well, school ended, she went to college

120 miles from where I went. She ended up getting a new cell phone, and I lost contact with her for around a year.

Then one day I somehow got her #, so I call her. One thing led to the next, and eventually I find myself on a date

(well sort of) with her.
Before leaving to pick her up, I apply 1/2 packet of SoE unscented to my arms and neck,

with 3 and 1/2 sprays of chikara to my wrists and neck. So I get to her house, and right away after she sees me, she

gives me this huge hug . Keep in mind that she hasnt seen me in a year, and things are still a little weird.

Well anyway, we hang out at her house for a while, then we go to a movie. The strange thing was that almost the only

thing she was talking about the entire time was her sexuality! I'd known her pretty well a year ago, and she would

never talk about this before. Did phereos have something to do with this? maybe. We get to the movie, and go

to buy the tickets, I walk up to the counter, ask for two, slap down my credit card, and she suddenly grabs

it and insists on paying. Another thing she would never do otherwise.I tried to argue with her

about that; failed misreably.
Finally at the movie, which, might I add, sucked, she is talking nearly

the whole time about her boyfriend. THIS is the strange part, becuase nothing she was saying made any sense, and she

has an IQ of 130. (don't ask).
She said first how much she loves him, and someday they may even get married.

wonderful. But then, she starts talking about how much she hates the way he is, and all this other negative stuff

about him, and how she could NEVER marry him. Tha's what made no sense. after the movie, her b/f, who by the way is

a n insecure, posessive loser, calls her. We're sitting in my car waiting for the windows to clear from the

humidity. It's 12AM. he's calling from the hospital, he just got beat up by his ex-g/f
But then what

happened really botherd me. I her her say something like "i'm just with a friend. no, we're not doing anything,

no, that was nothing. I told you, he's a friend." and so on. Obviously, he doesent trust her. she continues to talk

to him for the entire ride home, and every so often I her her say something defending me. Well when we get back,

she's apologizing up and down for him, saying how much she hates that aspect of him and so forth.when I leave she

hugs me again, but this time she doesent want to let go. when she finally lets go, she 's already asking me

when we can get together again, wants my new phone number, things like that.

The bottom line is, is that when

I was with her, wearing chikara and SoE/U, She was treating me like her b/f, in more way than one, and also

complaining about her real b/f.

So now my question...can pheros be a type of 'boyfriend destroyer', or is

this just typical?


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